I guess this is how you feel like when you're a mess
no wait, your life is a mess
when you think you had it all figured out
when you were no prepared.
when you chose a course that you knew was a huge leap of faith
I guess this is how it feels like to grow apart
perhaps it is inevitable
again, maybe this is just me being dramatic.
Even my proses here don't make sense.
There is no structure, no rhyme, no rhythm.
I feel like i've lost it all. Control over my life, my emotions.